Gensabi's Castle Of TG Capped Pics

Gensabi's Castle Of TG Capped Pics

Thursday, October 19, 2017

New Bodyswap Video Links

Dear Readers, 

I have done three new ones tonight but I might do more so I'm holding off. 

I updated the links list to the right with two new videos I recently found. Enjoy!

Sincerely,
Gensabi

Monday, October 16, 2017

Current State

Dear Readers,

Yesterday I felt back to normal and was able to get those last three sets of capped pics done.

I might have overdid it.

Today I began feeling more physical symptoms. Felt like a fever despite having a good temperature. Headache too. Amongst other things. 

I'm in bed resting now. I'm thankful for the comments. 

I'm going to take it easy for a few more days. If I had a high temperature I would've gone to the hospital.

I'm not out of the woods yet with this withdrawal from what only amounted to one stinking pill. 

Sincerely,
Gensabi

From Costume To Career!


Discovery! Parts 1 - 3




The Legend Of Nursula Parts 1 - 3




Giving It A Try

Dear Readers,

I felt more like myself today. It took a lot of rest too. 

I just made a new three parter.

I'm not sure how well the narrative is. I was having trouble figuring out which way to go with it.

So I'm sorry if it's hard to follow. It's a first attempt since my mind went funky from the medicine.

Please be honest in criticizing it. I need constructive criticism to figure out if I'm on par with my older ones or not. 

I mean, I'm not sure this worked. Maybe I need to give it more time.

It's going to be up shortly.

Sincerely,
Gensabi

Saturday, October 14, 2017

Calmed Down A Bit

Dear Readers,

Ok, since I stopped taking the medicine I have regained the ability to dream and I have my internal radio back.

It's still hard to imagine things listening to music and going on walks my mind is unable to just wander. 

Things I had in the works I kinda remember but right now looking at uncapped pics does nothing for me. They're all just pictures of women. No stories are generating inside my mind. Not even physical attraction to the models. 

I'm hoping as time passes I'll regain the mental attributes I've lost. 

I've been a creative person all my life. Through loneliness I've been very attuned to my mind. 

I think it's a Van Gogh trade off. Creativity comes with the cost of depression and if you take away one you lose the other...I'm just hyper or meta self aware.

I understood that something was wrong. I did reach out to my provider's office. They might call me back on Monday.

I had nowhere else to go but back to the pharmacist to get answers. My provider and the pharmacist originally said this medicine shouldn't affect me this early. It did. 

I announced my retirement because as of right now I am not capable of making new capped pics. 

My inspiration station is inaccessible. I don't know how to jumpstart it.

This medicine alters brain chemistry. I'm hoping I didn't take enough to have permanent damage. That I can regain what I lost.

I don't know. I don't know if I can come back from this. 

It might just be time. I'm not sure. 

Sincerely,
Gensabi



Friday, October 13, 2017

Retirement Clarification

Dear Readers,

I want to explain this the best I can. 

THE NEW MEDICINE HAS MUTED MY INSPIRATIONAL CAPACITY.

I went to the pharmacist and explained how the medicine has effected me. She said I shouldn't be aware of changes this soon and has had the opposite effect on me than it does other people.

This is an anti-depressant that has altered my brain chemistry. 

I couldn't daydream yesterday after taking just half a pill. 

After I took another half pill last night I couldn't dream at all. 

When I listen to music now nothing happens in my head. 

When I go walking there's nothing else going on in my head. 

My internal monologue has gone quiet.

I'm stopping the medicine and I hope my mind goes back to the way it was. 

Depression might make me feel bad but not having my creativity is a fate worse than death.

I'm not retiring to get better...I have no other option unless my brain chemistry returns to my normal.

If it doesn't this will drive me crazy. 

I am simply just here and no creative juices are flowing at all. 

My mind isn't even wandering to music. I have lost who I am. 

I just tried looking at uncapped pics. Nothing stirred in my mind. No stories. No attraction. Nothing. 

This sucks. 

Sincerely,
Gensabi


Retirement (Hopefully Temporary But Maybe Not)

Dear Readers,

I have no choice but to retire from captioning right now. 

Yesterday I couldn't daydream.

Last night I couldn't even dream at all. 

It feels like I got no sleep. I'm only on half a pill right now and it's already affecting me. 

It's like I'm here and awake but it's hard to hear my internal voice. It can't focus. It can't wander.

It's getting rid of the bad stuff and the good. I need my dreams. I need my daydreams. I need my imagination. 

Without it I'm not me. Real me. Gensabi me. Any me. 

This is what I was afraid of happening. I don't know if stopping the medicine will reverse it. 

At worst my creativity is gone. This is a waking nightmare and I feel calm despite it. 

Sincerely,
Gensabi

Wednesday, October 11, 2017

Status

Dear Readers,

I have had ideas for capped pics and yet I haven't felt like making them.

I start a new medicine tonight. It's not supposed to take effect for 4 - 6 weeks. 

I have had a lot of stress lately. I can no longer handle politics and normal internet interactions. 

Abnormal ones either. 

If things change maybe I'll be back on here. If they don't I'm going to stay offline for awhile.

Sincerely,
Gensabi

Thursday, October 5, 2017

Changed The Featured Post!

Dear Readers,

Pezmerized got up to over 500 views! This next one only has 34 views thus far. 

I'm just taking it day by day.

Sincerely,
Gensabi

Friday, September 22, 2017

Mentality

Dear Readers,

Dealing with my mental health issues is not easy. Right now I feel like capping, but I feel an overwhelming indecisiveness on how to proceed. I feel like it but I just can't decide how.

This affects my regular life too. I have not been very productive, and I barely leave my bed. 

Sometimes I know I need to do things but I feel like I don't. 

There's times when I can be creative and gung ho and be alright. Other times I just don't feel interested in anything. 

So I don't know when or even if things will be done.

I am in a period without any medication yet. Maybe being medicated will help.

Sincerely,
Gensabi

Tuesday, September 19, 2017

Level Up 2.0 Possibility

Dear Readers,

I am still on break a bit from this. My diagnosis is a bit worse but other things are better. 

So, Level Up finally got its first comment and it was asking about a GILF level!,

G stands for granny by the way.

So, here's the thing, the three players I did from 2014 - 2015 were all playing the same version of the game.

It's probably time for an update and all new levels.

14  new levels is a hard thing to figure out. I mean, the first version covers a lot of bases. 


I'm thinking  a granny level, celebrity level, and maybe a few other things.

Bride level maybe? 

Also considering a time travel aspect too .

Any more suggestions?

Sincerely,,
Gensabi


Friday, September 15, 2017

New Featured Post!

Dear Readers,

Well, Level Up was only featured for half a month and got up to over 1500 views. Not bad. Still no comments on it. 

I came across this one looking for something else and it only has 88 views. Plus I was lax in updating the featured post for months. 

So here's Pezmerized! 

I do have a couple new ones done but I am not feeling well enough to put them up yet. I have two series started, and a loner. 

Doing the 10 parter last night kept me up all night. Didn't sleep till 7 AM. 

I don't feel well at all. Even pic hunting was exhausting today. 

I think I need to give it a few days.

Are the archive downloads still working? 

I have thought about uploading my archives directly on here. It might be easier now. I can save them as drafts and maybe post 10 a day or something. 

When I first tried uploading them Google thought I was a robot for making over 40 posts a day! 

I hate captchas. 

Sincerely,
Gensabi

Twins No Longer! Parts 1 - 10











Rules Of The House!



Thursday, September 14, 2017

The MILF Zone Magic Purse Saga: The End! Parts 1 & 2

Dear Readers,

The last update on this series was early January 2016. I did get part 1 done  back then but I had two more purses to do yet. I just did part 2 now after going back through and reading most of the series. Those old installments can be found by going through the series label. 

You can go back and read the MILF Zone series that came before and then the Magic Purses. These two conclude both series. Sorry it took so long. I just came across them on a flash drive. 




Monday, September 11, 2017

Requests, Updates, Health, ETC

Dear Readers,

I am not going to take requests anymore. For one, it's hard for me to keep up with and remember. Secondly, I don't know if my health will let me keep things up.

My health is up in the air. I have gotten worse since December 2016. Recent tests brought up new problems and I don't know what's going to happen now.

My organs may be committing mutiny.  Again.

So, I don't know if I should quit while I'm ahead or just keep going until I die and let's say going one year without any update would be to assume I'm dead.

Cryptic, ain't it?

Look, I started this post last night and saved it as a draft. I was just about to do some capping when my doc's office called. More tests. 

More tests and some should've already been done. 

So now my mind is back on this. I may have a hiatus until I know what's going on and get treated. 

Today has sucked and sucked hard. 

Sincerely,
Gensabi

Monday, September 4, 2017

Creative Wall

Dear Readers,

I seem to have hit a creative wall of sorts. 

It's like an indecision as to how the swapping or merging or transformation should be done.

I also think I've been rereading over a lot of things lately. Admittedly there's been less story and more scenes than anything.

Not sure if my depression is just interfering or not. 

I don't know when I'll get more done. I have plenty to do. Just not the spark.

Sincerely,
Gensabi

Saturday, September 2, 2017