Gensabi's Castle Of TG Capped Pics

Gensabi's Castle Of TG Capped Pics

Thursday, August 31, 2017

New Featured Post....Finally!

Dear Readers,

Yes, I've been slacking off on the featured post. I lost my notepad of listed posts to use. 

This time I'm using a post with over 1300 views already. Why?

I want to see if it can crack the top ten posts. 

Plus, I made the featured post the first Level Up series. I think it's time to bring it back into the forefront for newer readers to enjoy. 

Have over 2100 posts now too. That's a lot. 

Hopefully you'll all enjoy this now oldie but goodie! It has 1363 views and was posted back in August of 2014. Three years ago!

It doesn't seem like that long ago. 

Sincerely,
Gensabi

Tuesday, August 22, 2017

Depression

Dear Readers,

I have been officially diagnosed with depression. I am not medicated yet and am hesitant to use any drugs to alter my brain chemistry in case it may affect my creativity.

So, the lack of new capped pics can be attributed to my trying to deal with the lethargy of depression. It's hard to fight feeling apathetic towards doing anything.

I don't know when new ones will come. I don't know if they'll come.

I have been fighting suicidal thoughts more often this year than in recent years past. 

I've seen what mental health meds can do to people and it can be a struggle to find the right dosage.

If I do the meds I'm not sure how my mentality will be.

Quite frankly, now I wish I'd never seen "One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest". 

Sincerely,
Gensabi