Gensabi's Castle Of TG Capped Pics

Gensabi's Castle Of TG Capped Pics

Monday, October 30, 2017

Flattered! Parts 1 & 2



Changed the Featured Post!

Dear Readers,

The last one went from 34 views up to 356! Great!

In honor of Halloween tomorrow I made the new one the Montez House series!

I had thought about doing Irradiated, Gender Crisis On Infinite Earths, or a few others. 

I am feeling somewhat better but I'm having trouble deciding what pics to cap.

I've been adding more swap video links as I find them. If you go on YouTube a recent Justice League Action cartoon has Superman becoming Superwoman due to pink kryptonite!

I think they have a body swap between Batman and Stargirl too. 

Sincerely,
Gensabi

Friday, October 27, 2017

Sublime Subbing!


Stepping Up Parts 1 - 3




The Success Dress!


Enjoyable Gifts!


Technical Difficulties

Dear Readers,

Last night I made several new capped pics. Even did a three parter! I ran into trouble after uploading them though. On my tablet it wouldn't let me add any to the post.

No biggie, I'll do it on my Kindle right? Wrong. 

I'm having the same problem on here. It won't let me access the files uploaded to the Google album. 

That's when I tried last night and just now.

I can try manually transferring the files to my Kindle and try to upload again from it but there's no guarantee it's going to add the capped pics to the post.

I might wait now until I have more done. Hooking up the USB hub can be funky. It likes to disconnect a lot when the Kindle is plugged into it. 

Sincerely,
Gensabi

Thursday, October 19, 2017

New Bodyswap Video Links

Dear Readers, 

I have done three new ones tonight but I might do more so I'm holding off. 

I updated the links list to the right with two new videos I recently found. Enjoy!

Sincerely,
Gensabi

Monday, October 16, 2017

Current State

Dear Readers,

Yesterday I felt back to normal and was able to get those last three sets of capped pics done.

I might have overdid it.

Today I began feeling more physical symptoms. Felt like a fever despite having a good temperature. Headache too. Amongst other things. 

I'm in bed resting now. I'm thankful for the comments. 

I'm going to take it easy for a few more days. If I had a high temperature I would've gone to the hospital.

I'm not out of the woods yet with this withdrawal from what only amounted to one stinking pill. 

Sincerely,
Gensabi

From Costume To Career!


Discovery! Parts 1 - 3




The Legend Of Nursula Parts 1 - 3




Giving It A Try

Dear Readers,

I felt more like myself today. It took a lot of rest too. 

I just made a new three parter.

I'm not sure how well the narrative is. I was having trouble figuring out which way to go with it.

So I'm sorry if it's hard to follow. It's a first attempt since my mind went funky from the medicine.

Please be honest in criticizing it. I need constructive criticism to figure out if I'm on par with my older ones or not. 

I mean, I'm not sure this worked. Maybe I need to give it more time.

It's going to be up shortly.

Sincerely,
Gensabi

Saturday, October 14, 2017

Calmed Down A Bit

Dear Readers,

Ok, since I stopped taking the medicine I have regained the ability to dream and I have my internal radio back.

It's still hard to imagine things listening to music and going on walks my mind is unable to just wander. 

Things I had in the works I kinda remember but right now looking at uncapped pics does nothing for me. They're all just pictures of women. No stories are generating inside my mind. Not even physical attraction to the models. 

I'm hoping as time passes I'll regain the mental attributes I've lost. 

I've been a creative person all my life. Through loneliness I've been very attuned to my mind. 

I think it's a Van Gogh trade off. Creativity comes with the cost of depression and if you take away one you lose the other...I'm just hyper or meta self aware.

I understood that something was wrong. I did reach out to my provider's office. They might call me back on Monday.

I had nowhere else to go but back to the pharmacist to get answers. My provider and the pharmacist originally said this medicine shouldn't affect me this early. It did. 

I announced my retirement because as of right now I am not capable of making new capped pics. 

My inspiration station is inaccessible. I don't know how to jumpstart it.

This medicine alters brain chemistry. I'm hoping I didn't take enough to have permanent damage. That I can regain what I lost.

I don't know. I don't know if I can come back from this. 

It might just be time. I'm not sure. 

Sincerely,
Gensabi



Friday, October 13, 2017

Retirement Clarification

Dear Readers,

I want to explain this the best I can. 

THE NEW MEDICINE HAS MUTED MY INSPIRATIONAL CAPACITY.

I went to the pharmacist and explained how the medicine has effected me. She said I shouldn't be aware of changes this soon and has had the opposite effect on me than it does other people.

This is an anti-depressant that has altered my brain chemistry. 

I couldn't daydream yesterday after taking just half a pill. 

After I took another half pill last night I couldn't dream at all. 

When I listen to music now nothing happens in my head. 

When I go walking there's nothing else going on in my head. 

My internal monologue has gone quiet.

I'm stopping the medicine and I hope my mind goes back to the way it was. 

Depression might make me feel bad but not having my creativity is a fate worse than death.

I'm not retiring to get better...I have no other option unless my brain chemistry returns to my normal.

If it doesn't this will drive me crazy. 

I am simply just here and no creative juices are flowing at all. 

My mind isn't even wandering to music. I have lost who I am. 

I just tried looking at uncapped pics. Nothing stirred in my mind. No stories. No attraction. Nothing. 

This sucks. 

Sincerely,
Gensabi


Retirement (Hopefully Temporary But Maybe Not)

Dear Readers,

I have no choice but to retire from captioning right now. 

Yesterday I couldn't daydream.

Last night I couldn't even dream at all. 

It feels like I got no sleep. I'm only on half a pill right now and it's already affecting me. 

It's like I'm here and awake but it's hard to hear my internal voice. It can't focus. It can't wander.

It's getting rid of the bad stuff and the good. I need my dreams. I need my daydreams. I need my imagination. 

Without it I'm not me. Real me. Gensabi me. Any me. 

This is what I was afraid of happening. I don't know if stopping the medicine will reverse it. 

At worst my creativity is gone. This is a waking nightmare and I feel calm despite it. 

Sincerely,
Gensabi

Wednesday, October 11, 2017

Status

Dear Readers,

I have had ideas for capped pics and yet I haven't felt like making them.

I start a new medicine tonight. It's not supposed to take effect for 4 - 6 weeks. 

I have had a lot of stress lately. I can no longer handle politics and normal internet interactions. 

Abnormal ones either. 

If things change maybe I'll be back on here. If they don't I'm going to stay offline for awhile.

Sincerely,
Gensabi

Thursday, October 5, 2017

Changed The Featured Post!

Dear Readers,

Pezmerized got up to over 500 views! This next one only has 34 views thus far. 

I'm just taking it day by day.

Sincerely,
Gensabi