Update

Dear Readers,

I have gotten better. No longer suicidal. Still fearful of being in public.

Next month I have more mental health visits and it's a process. 

I'm not sure if I will be back or not. I will update the featured post at the least.

Sincerely,
Gensabi

Indefinite Hiatus

Dear Readers,

I have had a full mental collapse.

I have sought mental help.

I was suicidal most of the weekend and yesterday was excruciatingly painful to survive.

Due to what happened...I think Gensabi is done. Putting text to pictures of strangers can have consequences if that person comes across it.

At the moment I cannot bring myself to cap anything. 

This isn't even a breakdown over the politics of my country which would be enough to snap my resolve.

Maybe with time...I don't know. 

I am afraid of leaving my house now. I fear going out in public. I have got to fix this. 

I'm sorry. I am pursuing mental help and hopefully it will help. 

Sincerely,
Gensabi

Featured Post Updated!

Dear Readers,

"Just Checking" made it from only 25 views to 263 views this time!

So for February it's "Early Retirement" which currently only has 34 views!

I am in a bit of hiatus again. Unfortunately my government has been taken over by a fascist and every day is a struggle. I do not know when I'll be capping again. The constant bad news keeps me in a state of alarm and awareness. 

Sincerely,
Gensabi