Hiatus Update

 Dear Readers,

So, right now I think I'm done. Things have changed so much I don't think a return is coming.

It might be anhedonia or it might not. I really don't have much interest in women at all now. Being one, being with one, it's just not there now. No interest at all. 

Maybe it's because I've seen too many anti-maskers that are physically beautiful women. Maybe it's because I'm no longer even wanting human companionship myself. 

I don't know. I'm not even interested in pic hunting. Nothing has really come to mind to cap. Maybe this is temporary. Maybe it's just having moved further down the path on the walk of life. Woo hoo. Maybe it's just these Dire Straits?

I don't know. Right now it feels like I'm done. Maybe I won't feel that way in a week or a month. We'll see.

Sincerely,

Gensabi

Hiatus

 Dear Readers,

I'm going back on hiatus status. Was thinking done for good, but I'm going to give it this month off then go from there.

My health is a bit funky. Life has been busy. I think I'm experiencing depression symptoms again. My days and nights are outta whack. They think it might be sleep apnea but I won't know until March or April. 

Anhedonia might be acting up. No desire to cap right now. Haven't been doing much reading or TV watching either. So instead of jumping straight into retirement talk I'm going to give it this month. See what happens.

Sincerely,

Gensabi

Cycle Ends!

Ok Boomer Parts 1 & 2!

Update

 Dear Readers,

I have been pic hunting, cropping, and so on. My health issues have gotten pretty funky though.

My meds have changed. The last 24 hours I've mostly been sleeping. They think it's sleep apnea. My blood pressure is wonky. I was hoping to have more done around the 20th or after. I don't see it happening right now.

Maybe it's just gonna take time for my body to adjust to the new dosage and switching the meds from day to night. Haven't even taken the night batch yet today. 

I feel sleepy even now. I did get exercise. My blood pressure was high while inside a store. For the time being I'm just going to take it easy.

Sincerely,

Gensabi

Yesterday And Updates

Dear Readers,

I was going to do more installments of "Mutation Sensation" and have been gathering more pics to do so.

Then yesterday happened. 

The events that happened in my nation's capital were horrifying. I'm still in shock from it.

I know capping might take my mind off of it, but I can't concentrate well enough to do so. 

At this point I am probably going to be on edge until January 20th. 

Sincerely,

Gensabi

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