Gensabi's Castle Of TG Capped Pics
Saturday, March 30, 2019
Friday, March 29, 2019
Tuesday, March 26, 2019
Friday, March 15, 2019
Status As Of Now
Dear Readers,
Sorry my last post was depressing. Things haven't exactly been better physically or mentally since then.
I made another new one last night. Not sure if or when I'll upload it if I ever do.
I haven't done anything with the archives yet. I'm doing some data shuffling and it takes awhile due to device battery limits.
I'm just getting my strength back from a physical illness episode. My anxiety and depression have been flaring up as well. Next week is appointments every other day.
I am not back.
Right now I get into the mood for TG fiction sparingly. It just happens and when it goes it goes. Might be once a week or once a month.
There's times when I feel like being someone else would be better. That I'm so unwanted or unbecoming that being someone else would make me desirable or worthy of humanity again.
I don't want to be around other humans. Especially women.
I'm not saying all this to get pity. Just explaining so that readers can understand.
I couldn't stop pic hunting. The ideas still happen. It's a slower pace now than before. Depression and anhedonia makes it harder for me to be productive.
Some things have come back but others fade away.
The requests were just too much too soon. It overwhelmed me when it probably shouldn't have. It just felt like pressure.
If I do officially come back it will be announced.
Until then I'm just taking it by ear.
Sincerely,
Gensabi
Sorry my last post was depressing. Things haven't exactly been better physically or mentally since then.
I made another new one last night. Not sure if or when I'll upload it if I ever do.
I haven't done anything with the archives yet. I'm doing some data shuffling and it takes awhile due to device battery limits.
I'm just getting my strength back from a physical illness episode. My anxiety and depression have been flaring up as well. Next week is appointments every other day.
I am not back.
Right now I get into the mood for TG fiction sparingly. It just happens and when it goes it goes. Might be once a week or once a month.
There's times when I feel like being someone else would be better. That I'm so unwanted or unbecoming that being someone else would make me desirable or worthy of humanity again.
I don't want to be around other humans. Especially women.
I'm not saying all this to get pity. Just explaining so that readers can understand.
I couldn't stop pic hunting. The ideas still happen. It's a slower pace now than before. Depression and anhedonia makes it harder for me to be productive.
Some things have come back but others fade away.
The requests were just too much too soon. It overwhelmed me when it probably shouldn't have. It just felt like pressure.
If I do officially come back it will be announced.
Until then I'm just taking it by ear.
Sincerely,
Gensabi
Monday, March 4, 2019
No Requests
Dear Readers,
I am NOT officially back.
I am NOT taking requests.
The ones I recently uploaded I had made in December while recovering from a suicidal and paranoid episode.
I made one new one the other day.
I was content not uploading the ones from December for three months. It was almost going to be never.
In the last four days I've had some anger issues in public. Medical issues made me miss my last therapist appointment.
I was at risk of a stroke due to high blood pressure. I'm still focusing on my health and have had to change my diet to cut out sodium.
I'm taking things slowly.
I'm not even sure if I'll make more at all.
Honestly, being retired I think helped with stress but capping helps too.
I couldn't even finish the one series I did last year around this time.
I finally changed the featured post too.
I'm not well. Physically or mentally.
I only uploaded the last few because why not? They were made. Might as well.
I appreciate the comments on them, but not the requests.
Sincerely,
Gensabi
I am NOT officially back.
I am NOT taking requests.
The ones I recently uploaded I had made in December while recovering from a suicidal and paranoid episode.
I made one new one the other day.
I was content not uploading the ones from December for three months. It was almost going to be never.
In the last four days I've had some anger issues in public. Medical issues made me miss my last therapist appointment.
I was at risk of a stroke due to high blood pressure. I'm still focusing on my health and have had to change my diet to cut out sodium.
I'm taking things slowly.
I'm not even sure if I'll make more at all.
Honestly, being retired I think helped with stress but capping helps too.
I couldn't even finish the one series I did last year around this time.
I finally changed the featured post too.
I'm not well. Physically or mentally.
I only uploaded the last few because why not? They were made. Might as well.
I appreciate the comments on them, but not the requests.
Sincerely,
Gensabi
Sunday, March 3, 2019
Saturday, March 2, 2019
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